I never think of consequences
Build up my defenses
Steady like a rock
I came to think of my pretenses
All my rotten chances
Never running out of fucks
What if I see my own offences
Questions with no answers
Have I paid enough?
And when I think of all the expenses
Cynical romances
Am I really bound to burn?
Life's tried to kill me but I'm dead since long
She's tried to save me but I've gone too far
She's tried to school me but I'm way too dumb
Until she breaks me, wrecks me
I should be dead by now
My bane is always taking chances
Broken life commences
And I can't get enough
Life is a bet and I'm the gambler
A prize for the pretender
Am I dead enough? Life's tried to kill me but I'm dead since long
She's tried to save me but I've gone too far
She's tried to school me but I'm way too dumb
Until she breaks me, wrecks me
I should be dead by now
Life tried to trick me but I won't let go
Life tried to stir me, I'm still at war